Following John McCain’s diagnosis of glioblastoma, a form of brain cancer, a lot more people have been asking me about how double vision is managed, as glioblastoma can cause vision problems such as double and blurred vision, as well as a variety of other symptoms. It is a fairly rare form of cancer, though other politicians such as Beau Biden and Ted Kennedy had the same type of cancer. Here are a few things I have learned from my experiences with double vision as a result of a non life-threatening brain condition that heavily mimics glioblastoma in terms of vision loss.
I was diagnosed with accommodative esotropia at three years old, a common childhood eye problem that causes double vision, issues with depth perception, and reading. It is characterized by crossed eyes, with one eye turning inward towards the nose, although vision issues can start before the eyes actually cross. For a lot of children with this condition, glasses can correct vision to 100%, and the condition naturally goes away by age nine. Unless there’s something else.
My vision got rapidly worse around when I turned nine years old- on my ninth birthday, I was unable to see a parade going on less than ten feet away. My vision continued to sharply decline when I was eleven, and I had a one muscle eye surgery in 2008 to prevent my eyesight from getting worse. Around when I was 14, I started to experience chronic migraines, chronic pain, worsening eyesight, and several other symptoms, and was diagnosed with Chiari Malformation at age 18, a congenital brain condition that often isn’t diagnosed until teenage years. Because I had vision loss as a result of the accommodative esotropia as well as Chiari, I received the additional diagnosis of decompensated strabismus, meaning I have low vision issues originating from my eyes as well as my brain (read more about my eye surgery for this condition here and here).
What my glasses look like
My glasses prescription does not fully correct my eyesight, no prescription exists that can. In the past, I wore thick prisms in my glasses, which are similar to magnifying lenses. These are extremely common for people with double vision following brain injuries or other neurological conditions. After my eye surgery, I no longer wear prisms. My glasses are also tinted a dark gray color due to my photosensitivity.
It’s not always two separate images
Depending on how my eyes focus, I can see two distinctly separate images, or two images blended together. If a person is standing in front of me, I may see two completely separate images, as if identical twins are standing in front of me. Alternatively, the images may appear as a shadow, as if one image is floating above the other. The most common for me is to see the images blended together side-by-side, so a person appears to have two heads and three arms/legs.
It can be hard to figure out which is the original image
Sometimes, I can figure out which image is actually there, and which is the mirror image. However, my friends will tell you, I spend a lot of time grabbing onto thin air thinking I found something, when it is actually right next to whatever I’m grabbing. I usually realize this within a second or two, mostly because I have had this vision issue all of my life.
Can you drive with double vision?
While a select number of people may be able to drive with double vision, I do not drive due to my other visual issues. None of my other friends with double vision drive either.
Reading and double vision
With double vision, letters run into each other or form shadows, and I have difficulty reading long words as a result of this. Thankfully, when processing information, the brain does not read every letter, and normally I can infer what the word is based on context clues. It is more difficult if I am reading an unfamiliar word, or working on a math problem where every letter and number is crucial. In addition to the double vision, I also have blurry vision that makes reading standard print sizes impossible.
What’s a print disability?
A print disability is the inability to read standard text, usually due to a learning or visual disability. Some examples of accessible text include large print, weighted fonts, Braille, and audiobooks. Read more about print disabilities here.
Large print helps my eyes to focus better and helps me understand words easier. I typically ask for size 22 Arial font, as it is clear to read. I had an IEP all through school to receive large print services- more on my print accommodations here. All of my devices have large print on them as well- learn how to make Android accessible here, iPad accessible here, and Windows 10 accessible here.
Sharp white paper with black text provides a large amount of glare and can make the double images seem much more intense and difficult to decipher. I prefer to use tinted backgrounds to increase the readability of font, and actually did a science project on this to show which colors work best.
How I read
In high school, I received textbooks through AIM-VA, a state organization that provides accessible educational materials to students with print disabilities free of cost. I receive other books through Bookshare, a national accessible library that allows people with diagnosed print disabilities to read almost any book they want, from New York Times Bestsellers to classic novels for school (it also receives federal funding). For college, I purchase digital textbooks and carry them on my iPad. I love living in a digital age where I can find accessible print for almost anything in an instant. I don’t feel like I’m missing out on anything.
I also use a few devices that are specifically designed for helping users with double vision/low vision. Portable closed-circuit televisions, or portable CCTVs, are some of the most common high-tech devices used for low vision. I have an E-Bot Pro that I use to read larger documents such as tests, and a smaller Eschenbach SmartLux that is the size of my cell phone. So even if I am presented with a document that isn’t in large print, I can access it easily with these devices.
Double vision takes some adjusting, but it is in no way a catastrophic condition that will dramatically alter someone’s life. Technology has come a long way, and people with double vision/low vision can easily continue to work as long as they have assistive technology and other accommodations. Besides, sometimes it’s fun to see two of everything- after all, it’s better to see two ice cream cones than one!